Hi 🙃
OK first of all the fact that you're here at all. Says something. But the only one who can address it at this point of time. Is JEHOVAH. I don't assume to know what you've gone through. But how can people show you what you need if you keep rejecting all those that try to reach out to you. People are trying and Jehovah is forgiving.
Jehovah "KNOWS" what you need and hes the only one who can fix it. . Whatever you are going through start trusting the only one that deserves your trust. Stop rejecting his "right hand of righteousness. " Take it! Before he stops offering it!
ISAIAH 48: 17,18 ~
This is what Jehovah says, your Repurchaser, the Holy One of Israel:+